its now nearing 8 am.... yet, the only thing i could think of when i lay on the sofa, was you.. however those hours went by uneventfully...
you said you wanted to come down.. i said no, i never want to see you again... while feeling like the loser i was hoping you'd still come... even if you took the first train out, you would have reached by now... and as it goes, the higher the expectations, the greater the disappointment...
even now.. the loser me is still hoping that you'd pop by so that i could throw a tantrum and all.. but i guess, i lost to your bed... the umpteenth time... and counting those times would even make me more sore...
your leaving for south africa tonight.. yet even though i have no idea if i'll ever be able to meet you.. i find myself getting ready to go to the temple to pray for you.. i wish you peace and safety wherever you may be now.. and for you to find happiness without me...
you said you wanted to come down.. i said no, i never want to see you again... while feeling like the loser i was hoping you'd still come... even if you took the first train out, you would have reached by now... and as it goes, the higher the expectations, the greater the disappointment...
even now.. the loser me is still hoping that you'd pop by so that i could throw a tantrum and all.. but i guess, i lost to your bed... the umpteenth time... and counting those times would even make me more sore...
your leaving for south africa tonight.. yet even though i have no idea if i'll ever be able to meet you.. i find myself getting ready to go to the temple to pray for you.. i wish you peace and safety wherever you may be now.. and for you to find happiness without me...
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